My class is in fifty minutes and I have not even looked at my homework. Is there any due? What will happen to this class? Do I hate the teacher or do I hate myself? Both are at fault......I have slacked for the fear of not being good enough, for the fear of not doing well enough and thus stumping out my motivation with this very fear. There are plenty of excuses in the bag, time to empty it and start filling it with actions. This is my first day, day zero. No more junky food, overeating, oversleeping, game playing, pointless web surfing, curious web wandering. I am taking a shower, dressing well for class, submitting all the HW that I can come up with. God gave me life, I must make best of it. Satan trips along the way, time after time - for me to beat him I must grab the hand of the One who is has beat him. No need to watch "Lord of the Ring", or any other 'meaningful' movie - my life is in the middle of the very battle and I can be a winner, day after day, if I choose to use all the gear and armour. Not that I am able to do it on my own, but that I must choose. So help me God.